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Journal Entry: Sat Jul 28, 2012, 12:25 PM
Hello all! I decided to move to another page since facebook does not allow page name changes.
My plans for the future have changed a bit and PHOTOGRAPHY is no longer the only thing I'm willing to do. Still - it's all going to be mainly about visuals.
So - if you want to follow me, please visit my new page and leave a like! :) SEE YOU ON THE OTHER SIDE. :)


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tumblr

Journal Entry: Fri Oct 28, 2011, 3:21 PM
You can find me on tumblr now, so if you want to follow me, not only my photos, feel free to visit napiorkowska.tumblr.com/

Thanks for your constant support.
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Feature

Journal Entry: Tue Jun 7, 2011, 12:16 PM



Feature: recent favs

I got a one month sub from PhotoYoung photoyoung.deviantart.com/ so I've decided to make a feature. :)
Enjoy!

Husband lost at sea by inessa-emiliaRain Lights by Kateey
terre di toscana 9789 by bagninoPanda by CarolineAquino
:thumb210103245:Lassi the traveller 045 by MichalTokarczuk
Reincarnation 2 by mariaeReincarnation 3 by mariae
:thumb160245865:The Four Musketeers by pepapigo
Caresser ses reves by olivier-ramonteuAm I in love, or am I dreaming by juice-teen
:thumb195501673:The Journey by zemotion
milan II ... by MoniqueDeCaroWalking in My Shoes ... by julie-rc
mirror mirror by quadratiges:thumb193408104:
human paths by garrittears of the night by EbruSidar
Kyla by lestouisFloral Noise by Amatorkalove and mercy by micmojo




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Changes


As some of you might have notcied, I cleaned things up a little bit. Deleted some of the old pictures and edited a few.
I'm really looking forward to going out and taking new photos since a lot has changed and I can't even look at some of my old pictures.
I really wish I had the time for nothing else but photography and film, but I don't. I've got tons of different things I have to take care of. But only two more years are left before I can finally do what I love ALL DAY LONG. :)


There will be lots of fairy-tales in my new pictures so stay tuned.





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Feature: recent favs


Since I don't have a subscription, I can't feature anyone, but oh well, I guess every student is poor just before summer. ^^
I'll buy myself one as soon as the weddings season starts.





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WE NEED YOUR HELP! PLEASE VOTE

Journal Entry: Mon Aug 23, 2010, 9:01 AM





HELP US!


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This is really imprtant, EVERY VOTE COUNTS, YOU DON'T HAVE TO SIGN UP!! THANKS IN ADVANCE!! :)





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Feature: recent favs


cold march by opriscowritten in reverse by micmojo
Scotland 14 by lonelywolf2Netherlands 8 by lonelywolf2
Dont say you love me by diditzulu:thumb80365086:
Japunk by VladimirBorowiczChild of hopes by steelhearted
for the sun by zenibyfajniemikaela by nikosalpha
Dawn of the Day by mihaizenLosing Soul by sexties





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OH MY, I LOVE LLAMAS!!!

Journal Entry: Thu Apr 1, 2010, 3:51 AM





LOVE LOVE LOVE


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Gotta visit the zoo soon.



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Feature: recent favs


cold march by opriscowritten in reverse by micmojo
Scotland 14 by lonelywolf2Netherlands 8 by lonelywolf2
Dont say you love me by diditzulu:thumb80365086:
Japunk by VladimirBorowiczChild of hopes by steelhearted
for the sun by zenibyfajniemikaela by nikosalpha
Dawn of the Day by mihaizenLosing Soul by sexties





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iKate Photography on Facebook + 800k pv + features

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800k pageviews + over 10k watchers


Thanks so much for your constant support and a warm welcome. :)
Actually, I got tired of taking simple pictures of pretty girls, that's why I've been away for a long time.

I'm back, but I'll be uploading a lot less than I used to.

Anyway, thanks again, hoping to see the numbers growning, hehe. :)


Feature: recent favs


blue disconnect by kaunauDesert by FurtiveLungs
Gentlemen Prefer Blondes by zenibyfajnieDon't kiss n'tell by zenibyfajnie
bedtime stories by Gewofposcielove by Gewof
Sweep by P0RGMesolonghi Study 1 by MichelRajkovic
Miss M II by morethanloveMoon Listener by Braq
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COMPETITION PART 2 + Placebo live :D

Journal Entry: Tue Jul 7, 2009, 7:34 AM







Competition


I won that iPod, thanks to you, however, I didn't get it yet and I'm not sure if I ever will... ;/

But nevermind. The main prize right now (which I'm going for :D) is lots of money to help your dreams come true.

All you have to do is to go here gofresh.pl/index.php?strona=sl…
and fill the space under the slideshow with the code given (it's under the code) and click GŁOSUJ.

YOU DON'T HAVE TO LOG IN and you can vote every day. :)


Thanks in advance for you help, I'll let you know if I win something. :D

Oh, and the dream of mine is to go to Los Angeles for a few days since I've always wanted to be an actress, but that dream about acting will never come true, so at least I could visit the place which is the centre of the film industry (and maybe meet Wenty on my way to get a coffee, haha. :D Naah, just kidding). However, I don't think I'll manage to organize it, cause if I win, I have to do it before August ends. So, my second wish is to upgrade my equipment and go around Poland, stop for a while (or awhile? :?) in some of the cities and do a few shoots with different girls. :)


Sooo... again, thanks in advance. :)




Placebo live


As some of you might've already noticed (cause I'm talking about it all the time and everywhere :D), I saw PLACEBO LIVE, last Sunday. I was standing at the barrier! :D And Stefan came down to us and when he was walking back, he stopped for a moment just next to me, that's when the crazy fans pushed me so hard that I could feel the barrier touch my spine... ;D HE IS SO SO HOT. :D
It had to look strange, me - the only one clapping and the rest of the fanatics trying to touch him. O.o

And I almost touched Steve, cause he came down to us at the end and ran through the middle, looking quite happy, touching people's hands. :D He was SO CLOSE. :D But not close enough. Oh well. :P

It was GOOD. I love them even more right now, if it's possible. ; P

I've waited for 3 hours among sweaty people, squeezing me, trying to break my ribs, falling at me, to experience the most beautiful hour of my life. :D

I've got many bruises and I can't take a deep breath because it hurts, but it was WORTH IT!

I sang throughout the whole concert and Brian seemed to be happy hearing us sing so nicely. :D



Can't wait to see them in Warsaw later this year. ^^ I got my ticket already, it's gona be FUN! ]:->
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Feature: recent favs


Potter Gump. by Slinkers:thumb128236649:Skogafoss by P0RG
toxic love V.2 by 6Artificial6:thumb127711508:Sailor Spread 02 by protogeny
insignificance by CaitlinWorthington:thumb127641968:green life + by gnato
:thumb127553538:Long LIVE the KING by KLSADAKOKing of Legends by Cataclysm-X





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Tribute [in English]

Journal Entry: Fri Jun 26, 2009, 11:59 AM





MJ


When I have the time, I'll write this in English to share my thoughts about MJ with all of you.

EDIT: So here it is...

I’m sitting here and reading…
I haven’t slept all night and when my body just couldn’t take it anymore, I fell asleep in front of the tv, about 10 AM to wake up after 2 short hours. I thought to myslef: ‘I’m really too tired to mourn any more and all of the tears have already been cried out’. Ha, couldn’t be more wrong. All it took was just one glance at the tv. But it’s better this way. I like the tears falling down my face, because it’s one of those situations when I am completly unashamed of my sensitivity and writing openly about it.

And as the minutes pass by, suddenly I remember everything that you don’t think about normally.
Images start to flash in my head of how – long before I became a ‘full-time’ fan – I was sitting in front of the tv, being on the lookout for the full version videos for Black or White (now, be honest and tell me who didn’t just LOVE and wait for that part with the daddy flying out into the air? :)), Remember the Time,  Smooth Criminal, Bad and then Earth Song. I remember being a bit frightened by Leave Me Alone... :) And I never ever changed the channel when other Michael’s videos were on, always sitting in front of the tv as if I was hypnotized.

And I’ve got to tell you, honestly, I never thought to myself: ‘Hey, wait, he once was black, something’s wrong. Where is his nose?!’. Even when I was really small and I didn’t understand that the media serve us a bunch of lies.

I also remember sitting in my brother’s room, with BIG headphones, singing with the booklet So Annie are you okay, will you tell us that you’re okay? :), Remember the Time, howling the words of You Are Not Alone (and I still can remember exactly what neighbour visited my mom that day and I can’t imagine what kind of ‘show’ they must’ve had downstairs, hearing me yelling like crazy, without the music, since it was only in the headphones. And then my mom came into the room and I remember being really embarased, thinking that she heard everything TOO clearly :P).

I remember visiting my aunt, singing Earth Song with the booklet and watching his videos on VHS. Looking through the inside of the HIStory pack with my mouth wide open.

And finally listening to Liberian Girl on my walkman and having to rewind the tape manually, because the good old Sony was broken. :)

I was very young at the time, less than 10 I’d say. Somehow, I was not aware of becoming a ‘fan’ that early until today.

But theoretically, it has all started one summer day, when I remembered In The Closet. So I went running to my brother’s room, looking for the CDs and it happened. :) Total madness! Watching every video, performance and movie available, buying CDs. Oh, how many evening and night hours have I spent, dancing in my dark room to his hits, even imagining that I was dancing with him on stage to The Way You Make Me Feel, haha! :D
How many burnt calories! :)
How many fights for him with the people who offened his pchysical as well as mental side.
How many days, crying, being angry at my parents who didn’t take me to his concert with them. :)
How many days during the trial, being anxious about it, afraid of the lie winning and MJ going to jail.
How many new English words learned while translating articles from CNN for one of the message boards, since it was the only reliable source.
How many emotions and tears after listening to the acquittal online, live.
What satisfaction the next day: “He’s NOT GUILTY, you stupid, lying jerks!”
And how much hope to see him one day live, I was so sure of that...

He was even more special to me, since for the last 2 years I’ve had lots of people who didn’t even know me and have never spoken a word to me, yet they judged me, instead of judging my art. Then I would run away and hide in the world of his songs and lyrics which always helped me to get up and keep on doing what I love to do, which was visible in my notes on my blog anyway. I think all of those were used by me at least once...

Look who's standing if you please
Though you tried to bring me to my knees

I'm right back where I wanna be
I'm standin' though you're kickin' me – 2 Bad


You tell me I’m wrong
Then you better prove you’re right

Tired of you tellin the story your way
It’s causin confusion
You think it’s okay

You keep changin the rules
While I keep playin the game
I can’t take it much longer
I think I might go insane

Stop pressurin me
Just stop pressurin me
Stop fucking (I ALWAYS sung that word with great PASSION :D)  with me
Make me wanna scream – Scream

Just because you read it in a magazine
Or see it on the TV screen
Don't make it factual, actual
You're so damn disrespectable – Tabloid Junkie

They say I'm different
They don't understand
But there's a bigger problem
That's much more in demand
You got world hunger
Not enough to eat
So there's really no time
To be trippin' on me

Why you wanna trip on me
Stop trippin' – Why You Wanna Trip On Me

But they told me
A man should be faithful
And walk when not able
And fight till the end
But I'm only human

Everyone's taking control of me
Seems that the world's
Got a role for me
I'm so confused
Will you show to me
You'll be there for me
And care enough to bear me – Will You Be There

There's a time when you're right
And you know you must fight
Who's laughing baby –
Don't you know?
And there's the choice that we make
And this choice you will take
Who's laughin' baby?

So just leave me alone – Leave Me Alone


You put a knife in my back
Shot an arrow in me!
Tell me are you the ghost of jealousy
The ghost of jealousy – Ghosts


I’m still here, creating, partly because of that. I’ve already encountered some impoliteness in my life, only cause I’m doing what I love. And now, when I think to myself that what I felt was not even a drop in the ocean comparing to what he must’ve felt, it really makes me sad. Just think about the people he had by his side, almost none of them being unselfish, always wanting something from him.  Surrounded by millions yet so lonely, something he has mentioned many times...
Just imagine, being in the spotlight for over 40 years, having everyone talking about you.
He had to pay a big price for fulfilling his dreams.
He was too fragile and that’s what destroyed him.
Now remember that EVERY LIE you told about him made him become what he had become.

MJ DID NOT bleach his skin, he had a disease called vitiligo and as he said many times, people who imply that he was ashamed of his skin color cause him a lot of pain, since he was very proud of being who he was.
MJ was exonerated of all charges. I read the CNN news and some of the transcripts from the court and it was obvious that the boy is lying. At the end, they got confused in their own testimony.
You also need to remember about what he’s been through during his childhood.
People have this really bad tendency to judge others knowing nothing about them, only hearing the rumours.

This whole trial has changed the way I look at the media. In comparison to CNN, the Polish media were a one big lie. I then realized that here, it’s not about the truth anymore, it’s only about the sensation (which was, by the way, a big disappointment for me). Now, before I believe in something, I think it through many many times.

Looking around the web, true or fake mourning – I’m amazed by how many people have remembered about him.

Now, before anyone says to me ‘why are you writing all this stuff about him while there are thousands of people dying every day’, think for a second. It’s high time some of you had a look at the facts, not myths about him and realize how much MJ has done for the culture and the world, charitably – financialy and through his beautiful art, how many bariers he has overcome.

Sorry for my English. I’m writing about him as if he’s still alive... Because he is.


This is my ‘little’ tribute to the one and only genius.
There will never be another MJ.
Some kind of era is coming to an end and I’m so damn proud that I had the opportunity to live through it.


And now what? Now there’s the smile while remembering him, smile through tears of sadness.

I know there will be thousands of people, talking about doing this for a show and becoming a fan after his death. But who cares? I know how it was for ME.

As they say: we live as long as we are remembered and this definitely means that this fella is immortal.


"Beat me, hate me
You can never break me!"


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Siedzę tak sobie i czytam…
Nie spałam całą noc, padłam więc o 10 rano jak muszka, przed telewizorem. Pospałam dwie godziny i obudziłam się z przeświadczeniem, że jestem już zbyt zmęczona na opłakiwanie, a wszystkie łzy zostały już wylane. Ha, nic bardziej mylnego. Wystarczyło jedno spojrzenie na TV. Ale jakoś mi lżej. Wolę żeby sobie swobodnie spływały po policzkach, to jest jedna z tych sytuacji, gdy kompletnie nie wstydzę się ani mojej wrażliwości ani otwartego pisania o niej.

I gdy tak lecą minuty, nagle przypomina mi się wszystko, o czym na co dzień się nie myśli.
Zaczyna mi migać w głowie, jak na długo przed zostaniem ‘ pełnoetatową’ fanką czatowałam przed telewizorem, żeby zobaczyć pełną wersję teledysków do Black or White (no powiedzcie, kto nie kochał i nie wyczekiwał na ten początek z tatusiem wylatującym w powietrze? :)), Remember the Time, Smooth Criminal, Bad, a później Earth Song. Pamiętam jak trochę przerażał mnie Leave Me Alone… :) I nigdy nie przełączyłam żadnego innego teledysku, zawsze siadając przed telewizorem jak zahipnotyzowana.

Powiem Wam, całkiem szczerze, że ani razu nie pomyślałam ‘o kurde, przecież on był czarny, teraz jest biały. Gdzie jest jego nos?!’. Nawet gdy byłam mała i nie miałam świadomości tego, że media kłamią.

Pamiętam też siedzenie u brata w pokoju, z wielkimi słuchawami na uszach i ś piewanie z książeczką So Annie are you okay, will you tell us that you’re okay? :), Remember the Time, wycie na cały głos do You Are Not Alone (i pamiętam dokładnie jaka sąsiadka była wtedy u mamy i wyobrażam sobie co musiały słyszeć na dole :D, bo muzyki nie było, jedynie w słuchawkach. I potem mama weszła do pokoju, a mnie zrobiło się głupio, że mnie tak nagle zaskoczyła i że musiała słyszeć wszystko aż zbyt wyraźnie. :P)

Pamiętam wizyty u cioci, ś piewanie Earth Song razem z książeczką i oglądanie jego teledysków na kasetach VHS. Patrzenie z otwartą mordką na zawartość pudełka HIStory.

Aż w końcu słuchanie na starym walkmanie Liberian Girl i przewijanie kasety ręcznie, bo niestety sprzęt nawalał. :)

Byłam wtedy bardzo młoda, miałam nie więcej niż kilka lat. Jakoś nie zdawałam sobie do dziś sprawy z tego, że ‘fanką’ zostałam tak naprawdę o wiele wcześniej.

Ale tak teoretycznie zaczęło się, gdy pewnego letniego dnia, przypomniało mi się In The Closet. Poleciałam do brata poszukać płyt no i bach. :) Totalny szał. Oglądanie wszelkich możliwych teledysków, wystę pów, filmów, kupowanie płyt. Ah, ileż ja godzin wieczornych i nocnych spędziłam w ciemnym pokoju tańcząc po swojemu do jego przebojów, a nawet wyobrażając sobie, że tańczę z nim na scenie przy The Way You Make Me Feel. :D
Ile spalonych kalorii! :)
Ileż kłótni stoczyłam w jego obronie, czy to z ludźmi oceniającymi go od strony fizycznej czy też psychicznej.
Ile dni płacząc, z obrażoną miną i nosem na kwintę witałam rodziców, którzy nie zabrali mnie na jego koncert. :)
Ile nerwów najadłam się przez cały ten proces w obawie, że kłamstwo może wygrać, a MJ trafić do więzienia.
Ile nowych słówek nauczyłam się tłumacząc codziennie dla forum artykuły z CNN, jedynego źródła, które podawało prawdziwe informacje.
Ile emocji i łez wypłakanych po wysłuchaniu na żywo (internetowo) werdyktu UNIEWINNIAJĄCEGO go.
Jakaż satysfakcja nastę pnego dnia: „JEST NIEWINNY, zakłamane matoły!”
I ile nadziei, że zobaczę go na pewno jeszcze kiedyś na żywo…

Dla mnie był tym bardziej wyjątkowy, bo poddawana często niesłusznej krytyce nie moich prac, a mojego charakteru przez ludzi totalnie mi obcych, takich, którzy nie zamienili ze mną nigdy ani jednego słowa, uciekałam w jego piosenki, w teksty, które zawsze pomagały mi się podnieść i robić dalej to, co kocham, co zresztą było widać w notkach; chyba każdy z poniższych fragmentów znalazł się co najmniej raz na moim blogu…

Look who's standing if you please
Though you tried to bring me to my knees

I'm right back where I wanna be
I'm standin' though you're kickin' me – 2 Bad


You tell me I’m wrong
Then you better prove you’re right

Tired of you tellin the story your way
It’s causin confusion
You think it’s okay

You keep changin the rules
While I keep playin the game
I can’t take it much longer
I think I might go insane

Stop pressurin me
Just stop pressurin me
Stop fucking (zawsze wyś piewywałam to słowo z ogromną pasją :D)  with me
Make me wanna scream – Scream

Just because you read it in a magazine
Or see it on the TV screen
Don't make it factual, actual
You're so damn disrespectable – Tabloid Junkie

They say I'm different
They don't understand
But there's a bigger problem
That's much more in demand
You got world hunger
Not enough to eat
So there's really no time
To be trippin' on me

Why you wanna trip on me
Stop trippin' – Why You Wanna Trip On Me

But they told me
A man should be faithful
And walk when not able
And fight till the end
But I'm only human

Everyone's taking control of me
Seems that the world's
Got a role for me
I'm so confused
Will you show to me
You'll be there for me
And care enough to bear me – Will You Be There

There's a time when you're right
And you know you must fight
Who's laughing baby –
Don't you know?
And there's the choice that we make
And this choice you will take
Who's laughin' baby?

So just leave me alone – Leave Me Alone


You put a knife in my back
Shot an arrow in me!
Tell me are you the ghost of jealousy
The ghost of jealousy – Ghosts


To między innymi dzięki temu nadal tu jestem i nadal tworzę. Trochę przykrości z powodu tego, że po prostu robię sobie to co lubię już mnie spotkało. A teraz, gdy pomyślę sobie, że to nawet nie kropla w wielkim oceanie tego co musiał przeżyć on, robi mi się strasznie smutno. Pomyśleć, że miał wokół siebie tylu ludzi, ale prawie nikt nie był bezinteresowny, każdy coś od niego chciał. Otoczony milionami, a jednak tak samotny, o czym zresztą sam wspominał…
Wyobraźcie sobie być przez ponad 40 lat w świetle reflektorów, na językach każdego.
Wielką cenę zapłacił za spełnianie się w tym, co kochał.
Był zbyt wrażliwy i to go zniszczyło. Miejcie świadomość, że KAŻDE Wasze słowo oskarżające go bez pokrycia, przyczyniło się do tego, kim się stał.

Piszę to na tym blogu już któryś raz z rzędu, głównie do tych ignorantów, którzy mają czelność oceniać go wiedząc o nim tyle, ile podał im Pudelek. Wiem, że i tak do niewielu to dotrze, są zbyt ograniczeni, ale nawet jeśli jeden zrozumie – warto.
MJ nie wybielił się, był chory na vitiligo. Wiele razy powtarzał, że ludzie oskarżający go o wstydzenie się własnego koloru skóry sprawiają mu wielki ból, bo jest on szalenie dumny z tego kim jest i skąd się wywodzi.
MJ został UNIEWINNIONY! Te wiadomości, które dostarczały Wam różne polskie portale to stek bzdur. Każdego dnia na bieżąco czytałam o tym jak toczy się sprawa na stronie CNN, przeglądając także transkrypcje z rozprawy. Ewidentnie widać było, że Michael ma przewagę, a chłopak zmyśla jak się patrzy. Potem cała jego rodzinka pogubiła się w zeznaniach.
Miejcie też na uwadze to, co przeżył w dzieciństwie.
Ludzie mają tę okropną tendencję do osądzania innych nie wiedząc o nich nic poza soczystymi plotkami.

Cały ten proces zmienił moje spojrzenie na media. Porównując wiadomości z CNN i z takiego Onetu czy Interii, doszło do mnie, że tutaj nikomu nie zależy już na prawdzie, a tylko i wyłącznie na sensacji, co było dla mnie zresztą wielkim rozczarowaniem.
Teraz kilka razy analizuję coś zanim w ogóle zacznę zastanawiać się, czy ta informacja może ewentualnie być prawdziwa.

Patrzę na fotoblogi, różne inne portale i czy to prawdziwy smutek, czy też udawany – powala mnie jak wielu ludzi o nim pamiętało.

Zanim ktoś powie mi, że MJ to kolejny normalny człowiek i zapyta, dlaczego nie piszę takich wypracowań na temat setek tysięcy ludzi, którzy codziennie umierają, niech dobrze się zastanowi. Czas żeby niektórzy z Was zaczęli patrzeć na fakty, a nie na mity i uświadomili sobie, jak wiele Michael zrobił dla kultury i dla świata, charytatywnie – finansowo i poprzez swoją piękną sztukę, ile barier przełamał.

To jest taki mój „mały” tribute dla jedynego i niepowtarzalnego geniusza.
Drugiego takiego nie będzie.
Kończy się pewna era, a ja jestem cholernie szczęśliwa, że miałam zaszczyt jej przeżycia.



A teraz co? Teraz uśmiech na wspomnienie o Królu przez łzy żalu.

I cóż z tego, że tysiące będą mówiły o robieniu czegoś na pokaz, o stawaniu się fanem po śmierci? JA wiem jak to ZE MNĄ było.


Jak to mawiają, żyjemy póki o nas pamiętają, a to zdecydowanie znaczy, że ten kolega jest nieśmiertelny.

"Beat me, hate me
You can never break me!"










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  • Drinking: coffee

Michael Jackson

Journal Entry: Thu Jun 25, 2009, 6:49 PM





MJ


I still can't believe it. I'm totally devastated... When I first read a comment someone left me, I was like 'you've got to be playing with me'. Then I went to check the net, my heart was beating like crazy, ready to jump out... Now I'm sitting, watching CNN, still not believing. Crying.

He was my first real idol, changed my life. I remember watching his live performances and crying, being so touched. I am totally aware of what he's done for the world and for the music industry.

What annoys me the most is the media, now talking about him being a great artist, ashamed of the fact, that the shit they made up about him might've led to his untimely death. I hate every single person, who talked crap about him, making him suffer. He was a great person, the last one who should be treated like that. It's a shame that they were not aware of that till now.


My thoughts go out to Michael's family and all of the fans, who loved him as much as I did...
Also, not forgetting Farrah Fawcett...
It's a really really sad day.
The artists I admire seem to have not so much luck... Aaliyah, now MJ...

Some of you might think it's pathetic, this journal writing... But I don't care. Respect my thoughts, please.


I will never forget you Michael.







Feature: recent favs


mr. fluffy by Princess-of-ShadowsSpilt by kris-wilson:thumb124780651:
Alice in the Midnight Game. II by zemotionwhere you go. by CaitlinWorthingtonAll In My Hands by FurtiveLungs
Lila 379 by MichalTokarczukNusia 6 by altowiolistkaSummer Crush by zemotion
:thumb124311652:little ampulla by LittleFlair:thumb123398095:






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  • Listening to: Placebo - Soulmates Never Die
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Placebo @ Torwar

Journal Entry: Thu Jun 18, 2009, 10:30 AM





Jak w temacie



Hej Misiaki, mam takie pytanie do tych, którzy byli kiedykolwiek na koncercie na/w Torwarze... Jakie miejsca są najlepsze? Bo że płyta to wiem, i pewnie dopchałabym się do tego pierwszego rzędu jak ostatnio na Kylie :D, albo po prostu przyszłabym wcześniej, ale nie chcę być zgnieciona, bez powietrza i możliwości wykonania jakiegokolwiek ruchu. A czytałam że tędzy faceci czasem mają z powyższymi trudności. Dlatego też zastanawiam się nad sektorem VIP, tymi pod nim i tymi jeszcze bliżej sceny (ale te już chyba będą za bardzo z boku?). W sumie to nie wiem nawet czy będzie mi pasował ten listopad, bo to czwartek, taka dziwna data, no i Warszawa...
Proszę o pomoc!


Aaa, no i jedzie ktoś z 3city? ^^






Competition


EDIT: You can still vote. I'm close to winning an iPod! ^^


Anywho, there's this competition organized by Dove, where you can win MacBook, iPods and stuff,
BUT the main prize (which I'm going for :D) is lots of money to help your dreams come true.
You have to get to one of the first 100 places to get to the next stage, so your votes could really help. :)

All you have to do is to go here gofresh.pl/index.php?strona=sl…
and fill the space under the slideshow with the code given (it's under the code) and click GŁOSUJ.

YOU DON'T HAVE TO LOG IN and you can vote every day. :)


Thanks in advance for you help, I'll let you know if I win something. :D

Oh, and the dream of mine is to go to Los Angeles for a few days since I've always wanted to be an actress, but that dream about acting will never come true, so at least I could visit the place which is the centre of the film industry (and maybe meet Wenty on my way to get a coffee, haha. :D Naah, just kidding).


Sooo... again, thanks in advance. :)




Feature: recent favs


mr. fluffy by Princess-of-ShadowsSpilt by kris-wilson:thumb124780651:
Alice in the Midnight Game. II by zemotionwhere you go. by CaitlinWorthingtonAll In My Hands by FurtiveLungs
Lila 379 by MichalTokarczukNusia 6 by altowiolistkaSummer Crush by zemotion
:thumb124311652:little ampulla by LittleFlair:thumb123398095:






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Competition UPDATE - you can still vote

Journal Entry: Thu Jun 18, 2009, 8:19 AM







Competition


EDIT: You can still vote. I'm close to winning an iPod! ^^


Anywho, there's this competition organized by Dove, where you can win MacBook, iPods and stuff,
BUT the main prize (which I'm going for :D) is lots of money to help your dreams come true.
You have to get to one of the first 100 places to get to the next stage, so your votes could really help. :)

All you have to do is to go here gofresh.pl/index.php?strona=sl…
and fill the space under the slideshow with the code given (it's under the code) and click GŁOSUJ.

YOU DON'T HAVE TO LOG IN and you can vote every day. :)


Thanks in advance for you help, I'll let you know if I win something. :D

Oh, and the dream of mine is to go to Los Angeles for a few days since I've always wanted to be an actress, but that dream about acting will never come true, so at least I could visit the place which is the centre of the film industry (and maybe meet Wenty on my way to get a coffee, haha. :D Naah, just kidding).


Sooo... again, thanks in advance. :)




Feature: recent favs


mr. fluffy by Princess-of-ShadowsSpilt by kris-wilson:thumb124780651:
Alice in the Midnight Game. II by zemotionwhere you go. by CaitlinWorthingtonAll In My Hands by FurtiveLungs
Lila 379 by MichalTokarczukNusia 6 by altowiolistkaSummer Crush by zemotion
:thumb124311652:little ampulla by LittleFlair:thumb123398095:






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Subscription + recent favs

Journal Entry: Sun Jun 7, 2009, 12:53 PM




Sub


It ends in a few hours.
Anywone willing to buy me one? I'm just a poor student. : (
Well, actually I can't pay for it cause they won't accept my credit card. :3

I'd be really grateful if anyone helped me out. ^^





Feature: recent favs


mr. fluffy by Princess-of-ShadowsSpilt by kris-wilson:thumb124780651:
Alice in the Midnight Game. II by zemotionwhere you go. by CaitlinWorthingtonAll In My Hands by FurtiveLungs
Lila 379 by MichalTokarczukNusia 6 by altowiolistkaSummer Crush by zemotion
:thumb124311652:little ampulla by LittleFlair:thumb123398095:






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  • Mood: Optimism
  • Listening to: Madonna - Swim
  • Drinking: coffee

Prison Break ending + recent favs

Journal Entry: Wed May 20, 2009, 5:56 AM




PB


Plz don't read this journal and the responses if you have not seen it yet, cause I'm sure there will be loads of spoilers. ;)


Is anyone else here a fan?
I've watched the last episode a few days ago and I'm still SAD. Daamn, I really can't get over it.
I mean, from the artistic point of view, the ending was great and I loved it. But from a fan point of view... I cried the whole night. :o

Did you like the ending? And why do you think it happened?
I can't wait for those last episodes about Sarah and Gretchen.

Is anyone else mourning or is it only me, lol.


+ I am a big fan of Wentworth Miller, but I guess there are a lot of ladies who share my fascination. :D





Feature: recent favs


:thumb123045330:Karolina I by aparatka
Karolina II by aparatkaPiggyback by kris-wilson
Down the Rabbit Hole by ElenaKaliscatwalk by EbruSidar
show it by LittleFlairJacqueline 3 by altowiolistka
crows by Pretty-As-A-Picturedrowning in the sunlight by ya3
:thumb95882706::thumb122281074:
-untitled by roozeLife goes on by almudena-art
Junk Food Nation by DalaiHarmaStorm on calm grounds by iNeedChemicalX
Vitaleta Re-edit by AndyMumford
Red Riding Hood by imaginism






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  • Listening to: Kate Nash - Nicest Thing
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Desperados Rafineria Festival + Recent Favs

Journal Entry: Fri May 15, 2009, 11:15 AM




Rafineria



Desperados Rafineria Festival odbędzie się w dniach 22-23 maja 2009 w Starej Rzeźni w Poznaniu

LINE-UP (alfabetycznie)

22.05 - PIĄTEK
Coffee Radio, Dick4Dick, Happy Pills, Hellow Dog, Juvelen, L.Stadt, Pogodno, Renton, Snowman, Tunes Of Early Spring, The Washing Machine, Woody Alien

23.05 - SOBOTA
Drivealone, Kumka Olik, Muchy, Orchid, Psychocukier, Pustki, Searching For Calm, Sorry Boys, SuperXiu, The Teenagers, Twilite

Ceny biletów:
do 30 kwietnia: piątek: 35 zł, sobota: 40 zł, karnet: 70 zł
od 1 maja: piątek: 40 zł, sobota: 45 zł, karnet: 80 zł
bilety do nabycia na stronie [link]

Strony festiwalu:
rafineria.net/
www.myspace.com/rafineria

Organizacja i produkcja:
[link]
[link]

Profil w YouTube:
www.youtube.com/rafinuj

ZAPRASZAMY DO NASZEJ GRUPY NA LAST.FM: www.lastfm.pl/group/Rafineria+…



__________________________________________________
Hi guys! I have some very interesting news for U

SO! If you are free (you must be free!!) on 22-23 of May, visit Desperados Rafineria Festival in Poznań City, Poland.

Here's some stuff to read:

LINE UP (in alphabetical order):

FRIDAY (22 of May) -> Coffee Radio, Dick4Dick, Happy Pills, Hellow Dog, Juvelen, L.Stadt, Pogodno, Renton, Snowman, Tunes Of Early Spring, The Washing Machine, Woody Alien

SATURDAY (23 of May) -> Drivealone, Kumka Olik, Muchy, Orchid, Psychocukier, Pustki, Searching For Calm, Sorry Boys, SuperXiu, The Teenagers, Twilite


TICKETS' PRICES:

FRIDAY -> 40pln
SATURDAY -> 45pln
TICKETS FOR TWO DAYS -> 80pln

WEBS FOR THE FESTIVAL:
rafineria.net/
www.myspace.com/rafineria

YOUTUBE -> www.youtube.com/rafinuj
EVENT ON LAST.FM -> www.lastfm.pl/group/Rafineria+…

It will be great fun!  





Feature: recent favs


Down the Rabbit Hole by ElenaKaliscatwalk by EbruSidar
show it by LittleFlairJacqueline 3 by altowiolistka
crows by Pretty-As-A-Picturedrowning in the sunlight by ya3
:thumb95882706::thumb122281074:
-untitled by roozeLife goes on by almudena-art
Junk Food Nation by DalaiHarmaStorm on calm grounds by iNeedChemicalX
Vitaleta Re-edit by AndyMumford
Red Riding Hood by imaginism






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  • Mood: Optimism
  • Listening to: Placebo - For What It's Worth
  • Drinking: coffee

Placebo @ Open'er - kto idzie?!

Journal Entry: Mon Apr 20, 2009, 11:23 AM




Placebo


Kurcze, kto idzie? Nie chcę sama. : D
Kto mi potowarzyszy? : <
Aaa, no i zapowiadam, że bym chciała się zjawić tak, żeby mieć Brianka blisko. : D
Ma ktoś jakieś rady co zrobić żeby być w pierwszym rzędzie? : D





Feature: recent favs


:thumb119882924::thumb119828448:
Losing my mind by AnjaRoehrichbright by Wywiur
Lost . . ... by light-from-Emiratesclouding around. by CaitlinWorthington
Strange Land by werolMiau 845 by MichalTokarczuk
ruggine_5773 by bagnino: Baby- colors - droplet : by light-from-Emirates
:thumb119327392:Massive emote bump by Droneguard





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  • Listening to: Placebo - Battle For The Sun
  • Drinking: coffee

Happy Easter and I got tagged

Journal Entry: Sun Apr 12, 2009, 11:30 AM




Happy Easter


:jackdirt:



I got tagged


by: :iconartiki:

○● B R I T I S H ○●

[x] You drink a lot of tea.
[] You know what a brolly is.
[] Deal or No Deal has taken over your life.
[] You wanted Ben to win X Factor.
[] You use the word "bugger" or the phrase "bloody hell."
[x] Fish and Chips are yummy.
[] You can eat a Full English Breakfast.
[x] You dislike emos almost as much as you dislike chavs.
[x] It's football... not soccer.

Total: 4


○● A U S T R A L I A N ○●

[] You wear flip flops all year.
[] You call flip flops "thongs", not flip flops.
[x] You love a backyard Barbie.
[x] You know a Barbie is not a doll.
[x] You love the beach.
[x] Sometimes you swear without realizing.
[] You're a sports fanatic
[x] You are tanned.
[] You're a bit of a bogan.
[] You have an Australian something.

Total: 5


○● I T A L I A N ○●

[x] The Sopranos is a great show.
[x] Your last name ends in a vowel.
[x] Your grandmother makes her own sauces.
[x] You know how a real meatball tastes.
[] You know Italian songs.
[x] You have dark hair and dark eye color.
[] You speak some Italian.
[x] You are under 5'10".
[] You know what an Italian horn is.
[x] Pizza/spaghetti is the best food in the world!
[x] You talk with your hands.

Total: 8

○● S P A N I S H ○●

[] You say member instead of Remember.
[] You speak Spanish or some.
[x] You like tacos.
[OMG NOOO! :D] YoU TyPe lIkE ThIs On Da CoMpUtEr. a Lil Bit
[x] You are dark skinned.
[] You know what a Puta is.
[] You talk fast occasionally.
[] You have had highlights or have dyed your hair.
[] You know what platanos are.

Total: 2

○● R U S S I A N ○●

[] You say villain as: Vee-lon.
[] You get short tempered.
[] You get cold easily.
[x] Rain is fun for you.
[] You get into contests all the time.
[x] You can easily make do with the cold weather.

Total: 2

○● I R I S H ○●

[] You think beer is the best.
[] You have a bad temper.
[] Your last name starts with a Mc, Murphy, O', Fitz or ends with a ley, on, un, an, in, ry, ly, y or L.
[] You have blue or green eyes.
[] You like the colour green.
[] You have been to a St. Patty's day party.
[] You have a family member from Ireland.
[] You have red hair.
[] You have/had freckles.
[] Your family get together always include drinking and singing

Total: 0

○● A F R I C A N A M E R I C A N ○●

[] You say nigga/nukka casually.
[] You have nappy hair.
[] You like rap.
[] You know how to shoot a gun.
[] You think President George Walker Bush is racist.
[x] You like chicken.
[x] You like watermelon.
[x] You can dance.
[] You can sing gospel.

Total: 3


○● A S I A N ○●

[x] You have slanty/small eyes.
[x] You like rice a lot.
[x] You are good at math.
[] You have played the piano.
[] You have family from Asia.
[x] You laugh sometimes covering your mouth.
[] Most people think you're Chinese.
[] You call hurricanes typhoons.
[] You go to Baulko.

Total: 4

○● G E R M A N ○●

[x] You like bread.
[] You think German Chocolate is good.
[x] You speak some German.
[x] You know what Schnitzel is.
[] You hate it when stupid people call you.
[] You went to Pre-school
[x] You're over 5'2".

Total: 4


○● C A N A D I A N ○●

[] You like/play/played hockey.
[] You love beer.
[x] You say eh.
[] You know what poutine is.
[] You speak some French
[] You love Tim Horton's.
[x] At one point you lived in a farm house.
[] You watch/watched Degrassi.

Total: 2

○● A M E R I C A N ○●

[] You hate foreigners.
[] You hate non-Christians.
[x] You're lazy.
[] You have had an abortion.
[] But love the penalty.
[] You don't read.
[] You shop at Wal-Mart.
[] You think this survey is rather biased.

Total: 1


lol @ this one. That's not nice. ; D

○● B E L G I A N ○●

[] You grow some small vegetables in the yard
[x] You like french fries.
[x] You think Belgian chocolate rules.
[] You know that the official best beer in the world' is Belgian.
[] You speak both Dutch and French
[] You like Belgian waffles.
[] You call a pub or bar a café.
[] You fully realize and acknowledge that your football team sucks.
[] You drive/own a French or German car.
[x] You have a lot of comments on your government.

Total: 3


○● D U T C H ○●

[] You like the colour orange.
[] You are a football enthusiast.
[] You often go to 'coffee shops'.
[x] You know what is meant by 'coffee shops'.
[] You tend to overreact and show your emotions.
[x] You have a cheerful nature.
[x] You like the sea.
[x] You are good at building/handiwork/projects.
[] You tend to favour the megalomania.

Total: 4



○● A R A B ○●

[] You are a patriot.
[] You say "3ngleezy" instead of "english"
[] You laugh at other accents, especially Egyptian.
[x] You beckon at things with you forehead or eyes.
[] You like seafood, especially fish, more than any other type of food.
[x] You are tanned.
[x] You have a black hair.
[] Your last name starts with " Al " or " bin "
[] you like showing off, especially with new cars and clothes.
[] You dislike reading.

Total: 3


That was FUN! : D

But I'm too lazy to tag others, so feel free to tag yourself. ^^



Feature: recent favs



All in my mind by purple-dotsTears. by muratsuyur
Eyes On Fire by annikenhannevik:thumb118102553:
morning dreams by xMissTake:thumb118733768:
rainny day 4 by BenoitPaille:thumb118622163:
so early. by 6Artificial6Joker Magics. by Slinkers






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  • Listening to: Chill Out: Tibet
  • Drinking: coffee

Twitter

Journal Entry: Fri Mar 6, 2009, 4:51 PM


I'm on Twitter


And I'll try to update it systematically. ; D
twitter.com/iKate89
Feel free to follow me! : )


Feature: recent favs



48 by aydan-kerimliElla Megalast burls forever by werol
:thumb114978969::thumb114893729:
:thumb114901802:alice who? by Pretty-As-A-Picture
nous by Pretty-As-A-PictureWaiting For Popcorn by Marinshe
:thumb114846573::thumb114866733:
Little Wonders by iNeedChemicalX:: OLGA :: by bagnino
Usteczq. by polish-girl:: OLA :: by bagnino
:thumb114783856::thumb114648079:




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  • Listening to: Aaliyah
  • Drinking: coffee

VOTE please + FEATURE, a must-see!!!

Journal Entry: Mon Feb 9, 2009, 2:56 PM


VOTE


Click the link and vote for me. www.photoblog.pl/kate89/walent…
It's not spam, don't worry. : )
It's a kind of competition, where you can win something like subscription for a month and you can use it yourself or you can give it to others - which is what I would like to do.
Christmas is over but I want to be a Santa and give out some presents. :B
YOU CAN CLICK IT EVERY 24 HOURS!!!
ALL YOU NEED TO DO IS CLICK THE LINK IN MY JOURNAL! : )



Feature: Wywiur

A Polish artist, of course. Some might know him from other art communities, but I'm really glad he's here as well, cause I can fav his pretty pretty fashion pictures. :B

SHOW HIM SOME LOVE! :blowkiss:

:thumb108824375::thumb108596417:
:thumb106484818::thumb105487808:
:thumb106444277::thumb103368257:
french by Wywiurcold steel by Wywiur
white vintage motopompa by Wywiur:thumb94004865:
:thumb92808265::thumb91116750:
cold steel 2 by Wywiurconstrukction of light by Wywiur
fashion village 3 by Wywiurfashion village by Wywiur
diva-in 4 by Wywiurgrace by Wywiur





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  • Listening to: Natalia Kukulska - Fantasies
  • Drinking: coffee

70-200mm f/2.8L IS USM

Journal Entry: Fri Feb 6, 2009, 6:54 AM


I have a baby!


When I posted the poll I didn't even dream about getting any of the lenses before the end of summer holidays. But miracles happen. I'm a happy mother. : D

I know some might think that I don't deserve the lens and THEY should get it, but hey... That's not my problem. : )

So now I havta say THANK YOU TO MY AUNT who gave me a loan and made it all possible.
Can't wait to take some shoots with it, I'll have to wait until Sunday. : )






Feature: 10 latest favs

:thumb111907399::thumb111885318:
overturn by EbruSidarInner Storm by filbuster
Subtelle by LittleFlairafter... by LittleFlair
Monika_a by hellwomanBehind the Mask by zemotion
Love Has Led Us Astray by albertopoloianez





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  • Mood: Joy
  • Listening to: Kate Nash
  • Drinking: coffee